Hooooliday Time

Assalamualaikum.

3 weeks holiday might cause your heartbeat did not want to stop till the end.Miahahaha.
There were  few things that I wanted to list down that I've done a few days ago.

I became a good maid.I just got an extravaganza of dilligentness.Since I back home,I turn on my dilligent mode.Prevent from getting fat was the main reason.I've no time to jog actually because my sister was super lazy since she was preparing for her BIG exam.SPM.I cleaned all the stuff that making my eyes turns to red.Since I got no assignment for this holiday so I'm such a good "penganggur" for 3 weeks.

I learned cooking.Actually I just watched my mom cooked so I just imagined that I was cooking.
Somebody said that girl who couldn't cook never would be a woman.What?I should learn cooking.Hahahaha.I just prepared myself for baking a cake.It seems easy as eating peanut.(Pepatah MelayuEnglish)

I met my beloved friends.They were Habibah,Nadila and Farhanah.Since I did not take a picture using my phone so I couldnt show their faces.

I became a tutor for my younger sister,book lover,korean dramas lover and a good tester for food.Hahaha.
And I got time to taste THE CRAZY CRUNCH.

credit to Google

So,I hope all of you enjoy reading

Cuti Semester

Assalamualaikum..
Hi everyone.Do you see that title?Cuti semester sudah tiba!!Mari kita bersuka ria.HAHAHA.

Ehem,Ehem. .
Jangan nak excited sangat ok. Rindu nak blogging sebenarnya tapi assignment yang banyak menghalang jari-jemari ini untuk menari di atas keyboard QWERTYUIOP ini.
Cuti semester memang akan menjadi sangat seronok bila berada di rumah.24/7 jumpa TV uools.
Lagi seronok tahap teruja yang amat bila I dapat tengok channel KBS world .Dapat tengok Romance Town.HAHAHA.Gumbira sungguh rasa hati bila dapat cuti 3 weeks ni.Even bila balik nanti kelas start,assignment beratur siap bagi senyuman lagi and result siap bergulung-gulung lagi menunggu iools balik.

Bagi kengkawan yang tak cuti tu.Jangan nak sedih sampai tak makan pulok.Hehehe.
Banyak benda yang nak dibuat sebenarnya.Tahap kemalasan aku mengatasi segalanya sehingga aku macam invisible di rumah sebab I like to stay in my bedroom.Rindu la sangat.
Hari ini genaplah umur kawan aku 18 tahun.Aku malas nak wish sebenarnya.Akhirnya aku wish juga sebab aku rasa aku mesti wish even dia ignore je mesej aku yang ikhlas tu. .

Ok.Ok.Ok.
Nanti aku hupdate lg ek.Thanks pada someone yang panggil aku cik kaq tu.Sebab kau la aku rajin nak menaip entry malam ni.Hahaha..Entry ini hanya untuk menghilangkan habuk yang semakin menebal di blog aku.I'm HOME.

Confession from me.

Assalamualaikum

I need HOME.

I need TV.

I need that soft COUCH.

I need to eat something cooked by MOM.

Honestly,

I am HOMESICK.

Time just left me behind.




Then,I forgot to have a lunch today.People may think that I was in process spending my money wisely,thats why I did not eat rice during dinner.Absolutely not true but I also confused about my appetite that almost decrease everyday.Since my final exam  around the corner,I almost missed my dinner since a week ago.Its not about diet but I really frustrated with myself.Its almost starving but I'm not.I really need my home.Need to have a joke with my younger sister and watch my favourite TV drama and so on.

I just need some space to read,observe and think.I think and think about why I'm here.I need to pursue my ambition as a doctor and be ready to help people on the FUTURE.That's why I'm here.My mental need to be ready and strong.I need to be more independent because I'm alone here.

I just too afraid if I can't handle my own self properly.After  and after,I think I really miss my Dad and Mom.

 

Since I miss them so much.I think I have to do something.I must make them proud.

 I promise.

Since,Im rarely typing or posting any entry in this territory,I just lost my talent in typing.

So,honestly it is not awesome to be a silent blogger..

Actually,I lost my happy mood.I just really want to be kind,myself and forget about people who dont respect me.I really hate to think that I'm angry.That's not really cool.

AKU PERLU RAJIN BACA BUKU.

Thats all.

Selamat Hari Malaysia

Assalamualaikum..

 

        Bersempena di hari yang penuh bermakna ini,aku nak ucap Selamat Hari Malaysia kepada semua warga Malaysia yang disayangi.Aku sangat berbangga sebab aku rakyat Malaysia.Negara yang bebas dari sebarang peperangan.Kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia mestilah sentiasa bersyukur kerana negara kita tidak seperti negara luar yang setiap saat rakyatnya ketakutan,nyawa seakan-akan tidak bermakna,perikemanusiaan hilang entah ke mana.Kita seharusnya bersyukur kepada Illahi kerana memberi kita peluang hidup di negara yang aman ini.

       Kadang-kadang aku geram kenapa segelintir remaja lebih memilih untuk membandingkan Malaysia dengan negara luar.Ada yang berkata" Malaysia tak best sebab salji takda,tak boleh main salji,panaslah,dan bermacam-macam lagi".Kita seharusnya sedar,kalau seluruh dunia bersalji dimanakah keseimbangannya?Kita harus bersyukur sebab Malaysia tidak terlalu panas sehingga boleh menyebabkan kulit manusia terbakar.

      Kita juga mesti mengenang jasa dan rasa berterima kasih kepada Bapa Kemerdekaan kita kerana sudi berjuang untuk mendapatkan kemerdekaan untuk negara kita.

Kita seharusnya bersyukur kerana Malaysia merupakan negara yang berbilang kaum yang bertolak ansur.

Aku sangat berbangga sebab aku rakyat Malaysia.

Sayangilah Malaysia,

Lindungilah Malaysia,

Berbanggalah menjadi rakyat Malaysia..

Sahabat Part 2.

Assalamualaikum..

Hey,hey..

Sebelum aku memungkiri janji yang aku taburkan bulan lepas,baik aku sambung entri ni.Nant tak pasal-pasal aku diibaratkan seperti menanam tebu di bibir..
Aku sebenarnya bukan dah tak nak jenguk blog ni tapi aku sangatlah sibuk.Exam semester 1 sudah dekat.Debaran pun semakin terasa.Dup Dap Dup.Semakin hari semakin laju degupan itu.
Ye laa,mana nak belek buku Biology mana nak menaip.Sebenarnya ini bukan alasan semata-2..

By the way,aku nak sambung pasal kawan aku tu.
DNF actually memang kawan yang baik,a bit funny.Semua orang suka dia,termasuk aku sebab dia jadi diri dia sendiri.Dia ni kadang-kadang suka tanya aku soalan yang pelik-pelik.Aku bagi contohlah

Contonya:
DNF:Noura,kau rasa muka aku pelik ka?

Sebenarnya aku pelik macam mana la dia boleh terfikir yang muka dia tu pelik.
Sebenarnya dia tu comel.No doubt.Dia ni sebenarnya macam ada satu aura yang takde kat orang lain.Thats why la kalau dekat dia memang ko rasa tenang je.
Satu lagi yang aku pelik,bila kami face to face,its such nothing to talk about.Bila dalam phone,mak aaii..bermuka surat pula cerita.Mungkin cerita yang kami kongsi tu hanya kami ja yang boleh tau.

Lagi satu,aku suka bila dengar dia bercerita.Lucu ada.
Maaf andai entri ini tidak menarik.Entri ini khas untuk sahabat saya yang bernama DNF.

DNF,banyak lagi sebenarnya tapi cukupla aku yang tahu.Sehh,nada pertuturanku penuh drama kan..Hahahah..

I'd Lie

..Peace be Upon ..

I'd Lie

Because I'm a human being.

Created by Our Creator.

I  lied to my self because I wanted all my beloved people to be happy.Happy as they were together with me.They did know how I felt when they were yelling at me.I felt like nut.Crashed and thrown into smelly dustbin.How I willing to smile and lied to my self.My own feeling.I never care actually how much I got hurted.I would never care.I would never care even I got ignored.Because I was strong.I stood on my own way.I never asked anything even thought I needed it so much.Much than what people thought.

I lied to my self that I never angry to my best friend.I got once.I really angry.The feeling made I felt I was bad.I was an ordinary person.I wasn't an angel.No,please think!.

This entry absolutely told about what I felt.I learnt to ask apology.Being a good person.

Can you imagine being ignored only because your past?

When you did something wrong at the past and your friend judged it now.

If life was like a movie,I would repeat it and changed it storyboard.

I lied too when I said I never love someone.I lied when I said I never let my friend raise her happiness than mine.I lied when I said I never thrown big value of money for them.

Now I being my self.Which the bad or good side is the real me.

I didn't have to pretend I agree with them everytime.

I knew they did not think how I was thinking.

Even they knew me since in primary school,they still almost or even hate me when I did something wrong.

Friend!!..

Why all of you chose that way than chose the way to advise me?

I still kept remember how you who never talked to me,judged me throught the phone.Sent something that really made I felt down.

But dont worry.

I still have the sacred heart.

You were listed in my pray everyday.All of you.

That's how the feeling when you kept it .

Appreciate people is a good way to make your self happy.

Dont show off if you still a human.

Everyone did mistake as i am..

But I still loves them as before..

Have a sweet dream..

Seorang Sahabat Part 1

Assalamualaikum andaa semua..

Setelah beberapa hari tak post entri aku rasa pelik sebab idea aku macam dah limited edition pulok.

Apa khabar blogger-2 n visitor-2 yang ciut miut?Eh,anda yang tengah baca entri I ni le.

Ok.Mulai hari ni Iools akan merajinkan diri untuk mengePOSkan entri walaupun entri tu ayat dia ciput gile.Improvement yang bagus kan?Baru-baru ni Iools exam.Tiga hari exam dirasakan seperti tiga minggu.Proses perah-memerah otaklah dikatakan padahal aku sempat lagi main game Super Mario..Hahahaha!!.Itulah aku,orang stress aku buat bodoh je padahal dalam hati aku ni,Masya Allah,time jawab exam pun aku berdebar-debar macam kena kejar dek anjing.

Aku nak share sikit dengan korang pasal seorang sahabat aku ni.Eventhough aku dengan dia jarang jumpa tapi weools selalu contact-contact juga.Alaa korang ni,kite dengan sahabat kite tu selalu Wechat laa.Kan sekarang Wechat la segalanya.Harhar.Menyampah aku nengok entri aku ni.Ok laa sebelum aku naik lemak,baik aku teruskan .

Start.

Aku kenal dia since kita orang form 4 lagi.Kami sama-sama student baru tapi dia dulu baru akulaa.Kami dalam kelas yang sama.Aku sebenarnya tak pernah berniat pun nak pindah sekolah tu tapi memandangkan sekolah tu je yang ada aliran sains so apalagi..masuk je laa.Aku dengan dia tidaklah serapat dia dengan sahabat kami yang seorang tu (MF) bukan nama sebenar.Kami jarang bercerita sebab rasa kekok sebab aku rasa topik perbualan semuanya tidak sesuai.

Nak tau tak?

Sekarang dialah sahabat yang selalu kacau-kacau aku setiap hari..Hahaha..gurau je..Kawan-kawan yang aku anggap sahabat dunia akhirat sebelum ni tak pun mesej aku.Tamat je SPM semua blah macam tu je.They were like bubble in the ocean.Hahaha.Aku pun tak tau di mana silap aku .Mungkin aku bukanlah kawan yang boleh kamcing dengan dorang macam dulu.But,aku tetap tunggu dorang sapa aku dan akan ingat macam mana aku ingat dengan dorang.Raya aku hambar sebenarnya.Hanya tiga hari beraya bersama family yang selalu buat aku tak kering gusi.Sahabat aku bernama DNF.Tu bukan nama alien atau ahli Girl Generation yang terbaru tau.Tu singkatan nama dia laa.

Since I've observed her..

I learnt to be more and more independent and searched for my own identity.The identity that lost because I hate myself.One of my friend ever said that I did not have my own identity.At the first time,I was down.Down like the dead grass.Then,I tried to dig my own feeling,my real attitude,what is my real life is.I found my self.I can feel the freedom of my self.Free from the confused feeling.

Actually she taught me to be kind to animals.She was so caring actually.It can be seen when she saw a cat.Any cat.Even the ugliest cat.She still look to that cat with her adorable eyes.Mata "amoi" aa..I'll never forget her word when she saw a cat.Chichimita!!.I almost laugh because her voice just like a small kid who trying to speak.

Aku sangat beruntung sebenarnya sebab kenal budak bermata "amoi" ni.Banyak sebenarnya aku nak share pasal dia tapi tunggu Part 2 naa.Panjang benar sudah.Entri ini bukan la seperti DNA yang berbentuk helical yang boleh bergulung-gulung so jumpa di Part 2.